Oh Mum. 2 years since we were sat with you in that hospital and said our final goodbyes. It breaks my heart every time I think about it, even more so today. For a little lady you had such a big influence over our lives and every day is a little bit more empty because you are no longer here. I still wish I could just talk you or give you a hug and I still search for signs of you everywhere. You are every butterfly I see and every robin and I always talk to you! Love is a funny word as it just doesn't seem to have or express the depth of emotion, but it is all we have. I love you so much that even trying to say it hurts. If you can somehow know anything about what is going on then please know that love is your legacy and we carry it from you and for you every single moment of every day. Sleep well Mum and please God let her know how much love have for her.